Ok, I get it.

Yeah, so my last two post were not very good, probably because I was looking it the wrong way. At do-over, the one thing that I remember most of all is that I told myself that I wouldn't hide who I really am. I really think that I was able to do somewhat of a good job at that. Socially, I began to put myself out more, although I know I still put myself down at times. But then again, it feels natural for me to do that. I also feel that I learned a lot about myself. I'm not as weak as i used to be. I'm trying harder at things.

I also learned a lot of things art wise. I've learned how to shape out my style in art and writing. I'm even starting to realize what is important to me. I feel as if I am actually able to hear my voice in my work. And I'm really proud of that.

I feel as if I have done well for myself ever since do-over. I've learned so much that is useful to me, and i know that I can apply it to my work and to my life. And from here on I really want to try harder at the things that I love, because I know that no matter what, I can do whatever I want if I try.