Being a different person...

I really don't know how to explain what happened yesterday. I didn't even feel like myself. I had completely become this person who I made up, it was almost scary. In the short period of time that I just lie awake in bed before I took a nap just an hour ago, I realized something. If you took a different view on life, yourself, and everything you think is important to yourself, you become someone else. I realized a person doesn't make who they are exactly, it's the character inside of you that takes control. In my opinion anyway. Maybe I'm interpreting it wrong. Anyway, I realized that the person I became was just the kind of person I hate. I became the person who thinks "Wow, everyone is looking at me! I'm so perfect." I almost had no idea what was going on. It almost like i was watching myself from the outside. it felt like i was being hypnotized.

All i know right now is that my leg is still sore from yesterday.